March 1st 2012

I went to bed last night frantically working on my 'to do' list. It is never ending and the trip is getting closer and closer, and there is still having an actual life with all of its natural ups and downs that I have to deal with.

I wasn't panicked when I woke, but I think I'm doing a good job at spinning myself in that direction, and this is pre-caffeine!

I know that many of you out there will say what many of you here say, "oh don't worry you get what you get done when you get it done" or "let the trip be what it will you don't have to have it all done right now" but honestly that's not how I'm rolling at the moment. You see I'm a girl that likes to get shit done and I'm serious about my getting shit done skills. In fact on my 'to do' was to write a blog, so here it is.

I'm freaking out people.

Why do I have 3 part time jobs?
Why is it raining here in SF and I have to go work in it?
Why do I have a house and a cat that need to be cared for?
Why do I have friends that need attention?
Why do I want downtime?
Why can't everyone else simply come through with promises?
Why do i have 35235634654754 things to do and no idea where to start?
Why do I need sleep?

These are all very important yet rhetorical questions.

I think what I really need to do is get an assistant, my ad will go something like this:

Personal assistant needed, the hours are long, the tasks somewhat ambiguous, there is no pay and I may or may not treat you well depending on my level of stress. No need to inquire about an interview, just show up ASAP.

Any takers?